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October 14
She is gone, leaving only a cell phone text message. "Lingering Yesrning life is love, sad or happy when people think of first is the wife, never marital love is inexhaustible sweet love, the love is not always be about the long-lasting love. I think you and 11-7 ... " This is the one afternoon in the autumn, is a rest day. A light rain started falling outside, the wet land infants. A stranger to the mobile phone of such a message, I figured out later thorough, but some of the other places I am not unfamiliar. It was at college, I frequented a coffee bar and, it is a European construction, steep steep roof, red pottery tile, white walls, deeply hidden in the tall Betula forest. Significantly high in front of the windmill is its hallmark ornaments, windmills and water leisurely past always were turning slowly, like an old car pulled unconscious. I spent riding motorcycles for nearly half an hour to the work location outside the coffee. Along Highway 15 km milestone on the right fork a wide but not very clean asphalt Road, on February 3 minutes to be able to see that the coffee and that the tall windmills. The coffee house, located in the northern half of our city's suburbs. Here adjacent to the Yellow River, in addition to massive planting of White Birch is the white poplar for these rabbis verdant lush tall tree, a stretch of the golden autumn, as if the whole world is like gold brick. Our schools and several schools have the same level of this artificial cultivation in the forest accrue, groups of naive children live here, looking into 45 after leaving here. Most of these students are regulars here, it is these students who grow grass witness. Their anger, their secrets, their public, most interpretation here. Mr Yam forms into the coffee, gentle stretch Established was blowing from that this is a "Town Hall" my heart said. I like about phone messages, select the tables sit on the 4th. This table is relying on a window on the 4th, as colchicines Cleaner through windows of trains can be seen on a white birch tree trunks only "eyes", which in turn greatly, seems to be gleaned exploration in the secret room like this. Everywhere the tree-the golden birch leaves, the ground Yanqu all really live like ever. "" Seaside Star "", I told myself, services and swap music. Listen, can only think slightest touch of melancholy arises spontaneously, it seems that entered the night as the seaside, open boundless Atrium decked out with the words seemed to be the stars, followed broad mind, as if the world can be all inclusive in the inside, as if heaven and earth can communicate through the infinite stars. "Sir, you and others?" I do not know what time the woman has reached before the service. "Yes, people have to wait." I answered that. I hope to recover from the vision and immediate services to students. J colors suit skirts Tooling will not have a beautiful backdrop for Shuiling Ruyu girls really like colchicines pond in a light blue flowers of no ecstasy. What woman is beautiful? Temperament and called for the beautiful eyebrows. "If you are Mr. Daniel?" I surprised his face. "Zijun one called the President a letter to your left." "What? Zijun? "I asked. The service point nodded, then gave me a sealed letter no. "Thank you!" Yes Zijun! It felt familiar with the Jiezi ah well. She said in the letter that was supposed to 11-7, but it is worried about the delay aircraft, so hastily few words go. She said she has now gone, other things also give up clearly, the parents have proper placement. She said she would not stay in China, went to Hong Kong and then make their choices. No wonder that the message "I think you and 11-7 ..." I may have seen, there are the "Town Hall" "Seaside sky" I touch of melancholy linked ...
That year is the time we graduated from university, is such a season, is such a climate is so afternoon, We in this coffee, but also the location, a final farewell. Zijun she wants to go home, she to go to the map of China nearby seaside home to see their parents. She said she might be with the parents of whom lifetime, we need to be persistent in a drunken colleague. In the end, she got really drinking, was asleep in my home one evening and a long morning. Afternoon, and I work in security for the safety of friends driven car with the work she was sent to the civil aircraft cabin. At the airport, we looked at 747 start down the runway, then a roar into the sky ... my mind a blank. She left the second Sunday, in the heart of loss I have received a letter from her, I really extremely delighted. Aviation envelopes, from the most The above map. She said, from Guangzhou Baiyun Airport after the plane, she her parents in Guangzhou Port Authority spent a night guest house, the next day at home by train. Later, she also used air envelope from the map of the The above letter, told me that she decided to stay on the map of the sea bottom to accompany their parents live. She hoped that I could go in there and she stayed in the seaside continue our professional teaching for a more results. She said that the sea is among those treasures how I would imagine, that there are fishermen and seaside living their lives, we are creating the source and material. At first hearing these words with a lack of appreciation of life, but we are studying the text, so we poetic language seems to be some romantic and far-fetched. Thus, our correspondence is coming constantly. We north me because she southward, from time to time the envelope from the air and fell to The above map, well-established product and destination Letter of Map The above. I yearn for the sea, because the sea not only makes me happy, let me experience in the secondary school textbooks "water dependent days," "Water Linked days," "water line days" real and spectacular. Sea Let me also be the spiritual purification, I realize a lot of philosophy of life, to understand a person's weight and energy, so that I will not dare to top everything, but the more I dislike people to a semi-official post, I rolled you hectare, more people to despise their own ends all means. Remember that the last century, "6 • 4" *** Square incident in early June that the second year, the Communist Youth League of life, together to Qingdao. In early summer the large seaside Laoshan no wind, no waves, away to the sea like a convex mirror, and see hazy days in the melting together. We entered the shallow waters of the play comes, the soldiers until the water breaking knee, the poems can not stand a person has a steady, though to their own stability, it is carried along with the HAI to shake to Huang, as mooring boats in the water. At that time, I wanted no such practice, the wind? Not the people swallowed without a trace ... This seems to be no limits along the sea front, we were able inconsequential? The next day, when we seized by World War II ** warships into a small ferry from Qingdao to Huangdao. Yuanwang way, the day is Lan Lan, seawater is away, "Water Dependent days," "Water Linked days," "water line days," Water and hugged each other in the days together. Watching watching my mind clear, the mind seems to have a lot of generosity, tolerance seems to be able to sea. Overlooking the sea, the green water down gradually until further down the dark black, not blue. Bohai Bay, the water so, other places, what? I would like to. In the river, the river spit to a spittle can see the ripples wash lap lap, I tried to spit a spittle in the ocean, not even a ripple. Looking at the sea I think that people fall back into the sea have ripple? Probably like an ant charged into a standard swimming pool, what is not, what will not. So, I became a minor gets the singing, it seems that nothing can let me worried, I could not sleep tossing and turning. I like Ai Fu • • Korea attended the "Gadfly" was written as "happy as a small rat." Since seen the sea, I always remind myself quiet life, working quietly and without dispute. Mt. Really, I seem to really understand the "empty-color color, color-air-to-air" as the essence. I write these tell her. She wrote that she is the share. She said that they where the sea is blue, clear even in the gravel seabed are Yade see. I told her, telling myself, I will definitely take a look at where they wanted to. They should be there in the Pacific West Coast, from close to the island of Taiwan. We two are romantic, but our parents are not with us, they do not care about our romantic. No matter how we go to school from the period, but I really love the married father strongly disagreed, because I was at home inside the eldest brothers and sisters, according to his idea, I should stay in their side. Parents know that she is alone Miao Miao, I fear they disappearing from the sea. Of course, if she comes to the house to welcome her, and could not consider age difference. We join her nearly two-year-old than I have. Then it. Of course, which I will not tell her. Because here at school, she came to our home is very popular. In her mind, even our love marriage, the family we are not opposed to their fathers. But she told me that her mother was opposed to the love between us, let alone marriage. The reason she is my mother than her two small, but the northerners, is the eldest in the family. Her mother said, we can be friends, can be beyond the ordinary relationship of friends, but is not married families north. This old lady, is really worthy of the southward trade union cadres, the crafty and cunning. Firmly opposed, can you not hate her. She said this is not the same, I can love, and her daughter, her daughter is not towed away, the time and geographical spacing between the spark we will slowly destroy eliminate Mody. She told me that she wanted me to, the time of her mother's reversed. She said her father also help her busy. Our home, I want to use this solution. I have my mother to help, Mom, I do not want to leave her, but as long as I am willing, she would not object. So we dragged a few years, she has not married, I did not find. Both parents are therefore very anxious. Sometimes both sides happy to let the elderly and listen to the parents of persuasion with a few back - but eventually turned down requests to a reasonable excuse. Time really is the angular can win, the parents are probably the two children filial piety, to boost trailers, even our two also discussed with the south or north, and must not lie. I hope she can move south, I hope she can go north. Always a topic of discussion, therefore, gradually fewer letters, a lot of people are calm. I do not know why, all of a sudden one day I actually pay attention to my parents from the head, there were varying degrees of white hair, their gait still far better off before, or even arm also has senile plaques. Really, they did to our brothers and sisters several dark, hard day and night, they would rather suffer, we do not want to aggrieved that makes us grow up well. I also think it has not firmly against their will in comparison. Furthermore, I can not seem old taffeta Zijun go, I went to the seaside can not, I can not she came here, is not to her life? Think about it or with their natural. When I make such a decision, I was wandering uncertain. I am really scared me the decision I had never seen Zijun, if I do not see that Zijun days and will be collapsed to the fall, everything seems to end. It is a father's friends come forward on his fellow townsman's daughter Yu, the father of his friend and fellow townsman awareness. In my aunt's anger, I met with the then-yu. I have always right Dasheng Cotton Mill not interested in girls, beautiful or ugly events, they too critical Hao-Shuang, too extensive. Yu-and this is the yarn women, I refuse to meet after meet for the second time, left no stay discourse. After a few days, my father's friends asked about this, I have not words. My father commissioned me to do my aunt mobilization. Naive me, I am sorry to dominate Hide statement circumstances, and then agreed to meet for the second time Yu. Yes meet for the second time go to the movies. I had to walk fast pace also, I deliberately in front of SARS, she has been behind the Trotting. What's the movie, I have no impression at all. So do I have to put her own Yu. To do so I have to her own Yu We do not propose to go, but Yu did not end contacts, I have to make do. Later, the contacts between us can well be imagined. I never asked her to eat a meal, twice a Street, received no kiss, no pull handle, not to those who try and sweet talk. Intermittent and I-yu was 23, during which I and son-jun also paid a courtesy letter from the year there are about 23. My people is very bad temper, but "occasionally reveal Stronger" only. Forced urgency, I will despite knowing that there are tigers tend Hushan Mountain trip. Yu-contact me and up to about six months, her parents to see me. Also dragging on for months, and I have agreed to see her parents. Afterwards, she told me that feedback, her parents think that my people too clever, not exchanges, the future she would not I, and I hope we end. I told her that the end can be, but her family to have a clear answer, too clever operator? Is her family hope that their son-in-law is not a fool? In addition I have my family how to explain? I asked Yu does not agree with the end, she not agree. Yu's family against the psychological repercussions let me passionate it, a man can not be such praise or criticism side of the Unnamed reasons sentence, if Yu's family say belittle my reasons, maybe I will open the Liao Tui. Things like this we will have been dragged down, but contacts have become more deeply than in the past and has more. By the third year, the two sides have some anxious parents, especially parents of Yu is some worry, we are all with a face of the first family, worried about our young control their own unexpected, and do not foothold before friends and relatives. I know that we will not, at least I have no desire, but vague in this regard. In any case, Yu's parents entrusted their fellow townsman ago, the matter of marriage, my family also gladly promised, this year set for October. Both parents are beginning Ming, no matter if I am the only person, as if everything is not my business. The two sides finalized the date to September this year, a very long time since I consider is how to Zijun note of this matter. I know that some of my heart-jun, not-yu. The repeated hesitation in repeatedly with a hesitant, Negation of Negation of the Negation of Negation, indecisive. In this day of the parade long inner spent. Things to this point, I would not be able to Zijun note. In the letter I was very vague and I invited her to a trip here to discuss about some things. I do not know when she their thoughts, in any case in which she felt she did not let me aware of what is always said that the Port Authority's trade union work very busy, it can be arranged in Ramalinga sabbaticals, she will come here again. Day by day is approaching, my letter has become even more unusual to left for the seaside, or vague, and still speak our future. September into the second week, I invite the more urgent, although the language in the letter is also a little vague but transparent. I hope she can understand my words to the letter, I can tell a clear answer. The letter was issued to, and I are waiting for the answer. All third week of registration can be done the day I pushed off all excuses. The fourth week, I will give themselves a set time, if received before Wednesday, a letter from the son-jun, that we Predestiny there were, no matter what she said to me after vetoed will be linked with her, whether it is going north or south. I will disregard all of the basic completion of the preparatory work to Yu farewell, but also whether Yu's family and my family how I treat. Monday passed, anxious hearts a blank space. Tuesday passed, anxious hearts a blank space. Wednesday morning, I reluctantly with Yu went to the Civil Affairs Bureau, take back the outside I do not know the severity of pages. Wednesday afternoon just to work on heard someone shout: "Daniel, you letters from the South." I suddenly collapsed in a chair in the office. God ah, really God? Why do you tease? I am sorry I did not you ah! Why? Why are you so casually arranged my life? Holding Zi Jun letter, I can not open the only two open heart, lost relative. ... Zi Jun said that she can sabbaticals in October, then come back to visit me and my family. ... In October! Ha ha Ha ha, in October! In October, I am where? Since that black Wednesday, I will no longer did not give a reply or son-jun wrote.
Time flies. One year later, the son of my father to the seaside for the city-jun their organs extracted NISSAN imported cars, I went to Sundance sister. I will Zi Jun addresses and contact telephone numbers written for a younger sister to prepare for use when necessary. Zi Jun enthusiastically received my father and his party, take them visited the Port Authority, handling cargo terminal, also got in the ocean freighter visited a back. After their father told his mother that if I want to, can go to the South settlers, the son-jun family was not that bad, and son-jun or one person. These, of course, it is my father's and his party came back six months after the mother told me. I smiled and told his mother, said: "We were not Predestiny ah." But the past has passed on, and many things are irrecoverable. For example, I and son-jun.
Today son-jun also willing to everything and the outside, we will be live for apart from each other, may Since then there was no more contact. Wall careful want to come, I do not know whether this is Farewell?
Zi Jun abroad the second year, I become a free man. This is not my way, and Yu, because my self-esteem and vanity and she went to a flat, despite efforts to adapt to the other side to change its own, but ultimately failed. She and her family, I have only the knowledge that no skill, no money, no Stroll Through today's society, so ... I finally Yu and because some aspects of the weak points of the hand with a smile, all the property under a Yu. We have been liberated, especially me, I feel that after breaking up not only daytime darkness, only the sun does not haze, relaxed vitality, happiness and joyfulness. I finally free. But Zi Jun gone, my heart always ... can not forget that period of anxious, or perhaps I do not know when and where can we goodbye on the side of pain. Hearts.
 April 07
“守卫良心”,多么好的字眼啊,可惜许多人都忘记了。今天的3.15晚会揭露了有人昧着良心套取医保费用,有人昧着良心制造假药,有的人昧着良心出演虚假广告,有的人昧着良心……这些都是有形的假冒伪劣的举动,我们大喝一声:你们的良心都哪里去了?你们伤害了人民大众!我们愤怒地谴责,我们同仇敌忾,我们激情地提醒人们不要上当受骗;我们希望通过这些善举,动情地唤回许多人早已忘记的良心。
良心,的确被我们中的许多人忘记了,这些人不仅药品作假,食品作假,服装作假,文章作假,工程作假,用具作假,住房作假等等等等,甚至连道德也在作假!
有些人拿着金钱将自己包裹起来,泡着闹着要官;有些人藏着掖着卖官;买官者将自己的丑恶嘴脸和阴暗的心怀藏匿起来,卖官者昧着良心吃进金钱把官卖给他们!明知道买官者的钱带着偷税漏税和欺诈的印痕,明知道这些人做官是怀着卑劣心理不会凭良心为民做事,卖官者还是为了一己之利将官卖给了他们。我們的威信因此而降低,我們的社會因此而弊病,我們的企業因此而衰敗,我們的人民因此而苦難,良心啊,你们的去了哪里?
商人的良心沒有守得住,我們可以通過3.15來糾正扭轉;企业的良心没有守得住,我们可以通过政策加强约束;一般人的良心没有守得住,我们可以通过制度和学习来修补。可是,当我们去扭转别人时,当我们加强约束别人时,当我们修补别人时,我们是否自己询问过自己?我们的良心是否守卫得住?
“守卫良心”,多么正义的字眼啊,我们要记住。我们在良心和觉悟的支配下建筑着社会,我们在良心和觉悟的支配下美好着社会,我们在良心和觉悟的支配下造福着社会。我们的担子很重,我们的工程浩大,我们的路程很远,因此,我们一定要坚持觉悟、“守卫良心”,一定要时刻牢记3.15,每时每刻打假造真,净化我们的生活和社会。
March 10
我走了, 我敢肯定,我的喜欢不是爱,对你,对任何人都不是,所以你不用伤心难抑。
我害怕,害怕说不爱仅仅只是为了某种掩饰,害怕看到你的伤心,害怕看到你的哭泣,害怕看到你的悲恸,害怕看到你久久不能的释怀……
二、
喜欢,仅仅是单纯的情愫,她没有背叛,也没有永远,没有山盟海誓,更与海枯石烂无关。
喜欢,它是发自内心的骚动。要她一辈子活跃,对于你,对于我,对于大家,都过于苛刻,过于理想……
三、
等待,漫漫的等待,等待喜欢像蛇一样的蜕变,然后等待爱,被爱,然后相拥,然后天长地久……
我没相信,你相信吗……
两个人拥抱,彼此依赖,是为了温暖,还是因为别的理由?在想你的无数个深夜,我终于没有答案……
芸芸之中,大家相遇。但遇见,说是缘分,有时也会是错误。就像你我的喜欢,只是一种爱的错觉,一种我们赋予了我们想象内容的虚幻。
四、
你的样子,只在夜深人静时,我的脑子里才会慢慢清晰。我知道我在想你,而且仅仅只是想你。
想,和你在一起时,我的样子,你的样子。
……月光迷离的夜色里,在我的眸子中,你看到了你……。在你的眼睛中,我看到我自己落魄的影子,感觉像……感觉像是跋涉归来的游子……
没有特殊的愉悦,没有昏昏的沉醉,没有孤独的悲伤,没有凄哀的眼泪。然后,我静静地入睡。
五、
我从不强求,在我将要死去时,但愿,记忆的田园里有你。有你,纵是会有残缺,我也会以为美丽。
牵着你的手,走在时间的年轮里。留下了:你睡觉的样子,你走路的样子,你微笑的样子,你哭泣的样子,你吃饭的样子,你病恙初愈的样子,还有给我端水喂药的样子,医院守夜的样子……到处都是你的样子,满目都是你的……
但,无论如何,我们终究是要各自走去。不曾问过我从哪里来,也不要问我到哪里去,只是错过了,不知道来世还能否走到一起。你将失去我,就像我将失去你,失去仅有的爱的错觉,失去对彼此的记忆。
六、
许久以后,回忆,在我一个人的时候,会不会?发芽,生根,开出绚丽的花,然后枯萎,然后埋葬在浩瀚的岁月里。
许久以后,想你,在我一个人的时候,会不会?流泪,哭泣,沉湎于刘若英《后来》委婉如诉的歌声里。
明明白白的喜欢,模模糊糊的爱,失落的寂寞,黯然的感怀,我努力地想忘记,可是怎么就老就惦记着那个三毛,还有她的《橄榄树》……
December 02
买房,是现在生活在城市的人们面临的最大问题,最大的难题。住房政策改变以后,无论男女老少无一例外。大量的土地变为了房屋,变为了商品。土地价格一寸千金,房价一路飙升。以Z城为例,一般水平的房价也在每平方米四千元左右,还不包括天然气、暖气之类的加价。
一套房子动辄几十万元人民币,多者上百万。就目前我们实行的普遍的劳动报酬水平,一个靠企业劳动吃饭、一个靠机关工作取得报酬生活的家庭,如果不是经商、不是自己做老板、不是通过手段吞噬国有资产或有灰色收入的话,抛开生存所需,什么时候才能够买到房子?再试想一下,有多少人可以走到经商、做老板或得到灰色收入这一步?
如果一辈子辛辛苦苦下来,仍是风餐露宿,连个窝也不能挣到,那结局令人汗颜,让人无地自容!如果那样人生的意义又是什么?听老辈的人们说,人生有三要义,一是赡养送终老人,二是抚养子女成人,三是置庄儿买地。就是从这个认识为起点,时代走过了大半个世纪,难道转了一圈,人生意义的认识重归起点?
无论人生有什么意义,现实生活告诉我们:住有自己的居所首推第一,就是要买属于自己的房子。
买房子要考虑什么?买房子要考虑房子的质量、面积、户型、附加设施和价格,要考虑房子坐落的区域、位置、自然环境和人文环境。这些考虑是要金钱奠基的。如果一个仅仅能够满足一日三餐吃饭需求的人,他是不敢有这么多考虑的。可见钱是第一重要的,没有了钱,就没了前。
那么,我们有什么理由不去挣钱呢?我们有什么理由谴责那些不择手段(不包括那些用权)去挣钱的人呢?
我们必须去挣钱,为了买房。
November 04
“我躺着,聼船底潺潺的水聲,知道我在走我的路。……我希望他們不再象我,又大家隔膜起來……然而我又不願意他們因爲要一氣,都如我的辛勤輾轉而生活,也不願意他們都如閏土的辛苦麻木而生活,也不願意都如別人的辛苦恣睢而生活,為我們所未經生活過的。”
“我想:希望是本無所謂有,無所謂無的。這正如地上的路;其實地上本沒有路,走的人多了,也變成了路。”
不知怎的,竟會想起魯迅先生《故鄉》中的這些話,儘管這是幾十年前讀過的,但它還是讓我記憶猶新。想想朋友們曾經談起的,有些改制企業中那些擁有些許股份的員工,被趁機發國有資產流失財的那些“惡霸”們頤指氣使地欺負,怒火中燒然又無可奈何。他們可以隨意地以需要的藉口,無限制地增加員工的工作量,無代價地命令員工加班加點。對和錯是以他們的意志為標準,法規和制度是以他們的懸河之口來定義。他們可以任意處置企業的資產的保留和出售,美其名曰置換不良資產。企業是大家的,然而大家卻沒有主權,命運卻被主宰。那些通過“運作”而掌握企業命運的“惡霸”們,排除異己,將自己的親戚好友安插進企業的神經中樞,逐步蠶食企業資財,最終將企業定性于他們個人的企業。爲什麽哦?看看企業中的那些員工,因爲這樣和那樣的原因,個個猶如魯迅筆下的閏土,猶如阿Q先生。
當然,我們的時代已經不是魯迅先生生活的那個時代,我們的政治也不是魯迅先生那個時代的政治。大凡一個大的社會變革都是泥沙混流清濁為一,但泥沙終要沉澱,污濁終要消失,水終究是會清澈的。隨着國家法律法規的健全,隨着執法力度的加大,隨着人們法制意識的增強,國家的利益、人民的利益、企業的利益、個人的利益都會有一個合理的分配,社會各階層的和諧,人與人之間的和諧,都會有一個長足的發展。
雖然有些改制企業的員工目前受到一些不平的待遇,"惡霸"還有淫威,但在社會各界的關注之下,法律法規逐漸健全的情況下,會很快得到糾正的。“因爲地上本沒有路,走的人多了,也變成了路。"
July 29
服飾打扮是自己的事,無論暴露得多厲害,無論包裹得多嚴密,都是自己喜愛,不干別人的事。無論男女,只要他(她)自己敢于穿出來,大家也不要捂住眼從指頭縫裏看。他(她)大大方方地穿,你就大大方方地看。他(她)風光無限,你美麗飽餐,各有所得,何樂不爲?偷拍者好事之徒!
一美女穿衣只遮護前面,而將後面美麗的曲綫展示于眾,有人拍了照,説那是偷拍,那是偷拍麽?人家坦然自若地行走在大街之上,衣物後面敞着任人拍照欣賞,那是她自覺自己胴體有超人之処的秀美,可以給人們帶來享受。人家是公開的,你的拍照何謂偷拍?顯然不是。既然公開拍,你為什麽要説是偷拍?心理發育是否正常?如果遇到這種情況,你屏蔽了性別換一個角度去看,説不定真的很美很享受呢。
世界是大的,應該是色彩紛呈的,所有的存在都應該是正常的,不必長衣長褲指手畫腳,畢竟人們的思想解除了束縛有了活氣,人的認識有了個性的姿彩,社會有了進步的蓬勃。我們應該抛棄隱晦的心胸正眼看世界,世界其實是陽光的。與之相比,那些偷拍者是否有淫穢之嫌呢? July 25
朋友來了電話,話由是同學聚會,然後引申到了人們的生活問題。很長時間沒見面,一通電話,就是喋喋不休。
朋友的父母親,都是早就退下來的國家幹部,而且朋友的父親的級別還相當高,住的房子是獨立的院落。因爲她那個門當戶對的丈夫吸毒,怎樣勸説也不行,他們就散了伙。目前朋友自己帶着一個還沒有就業的女兒過日子,每月的工資是千元左右。
朋友說,她的同學中,某某花了幾十萬元,擔任某企業的董事長。某某花了幾十萬元買了一套房子,裝修用了十多万元。某某開了一閒工廠,自己做了老闆,而且還在企業擔任着職務。某某買了輛五十萬元的轎車……等等。
朋友說,我們是一起從學校畢業的,一起走向工作崗位的,爲什麽會是這樣的天地之別?他們是在工作,難道我不是在工作?他們勤勤懇懇,難道我在偷懶不成?爲什麽他們會那麽有錢,而我兩手空空?我明年就要退休了,連套房子也沒有混上,爲什麽?
朋友問我爲什麽?其實我也説不清,不知道爲什麽。我身邊的很多人都在問爲什麽,很多人也沒有答案。究竟是爲什麽?同樣的天地,同樣的環境,同樣的勞動,爲什麽會有那麽大的差別?爲什麽別人的收穫會那麽大?如朋友一樣的人,混得連房子也幾乎沒有得住?
俗語說:嬾人才窮。其實,据我的了解,朋友她並不嬾呀,無論工作或學習。是否她欠缺了追求?
July 08
在的姐漂亮的玉手中雪铁龙服帖地奔跑在疏疏落落的细雨中,两边商店的灯火闪过,向车的尾部退去,不过速度并不快。轮胎碾在雨水上,唰唰地响……
“妹子,咱的手是不是抓紧方向盘?我可是怕、怕……”小D又一次感觉到了温暖的手在腿上滑动,渐渐地向根部游动。血液由低向高冲撞,以致于小D感到脸上象燃烧了似的发热。一次一次,那手越来越放肆。小D左手只好紧紧地握着那放肆的手,企图约束那手的游动。
“大哥,怕什么呢?怕老虎?还是老虎怕……?”的姐笑容如菊,甜甜地看了小D一眼,抽回被小D握着的右手放在排挡杆上。
“妹子啊,我怕的太多。我怕你嫂子,我怕你精力分散出问题,还……老虎怕呀。”
“大哥,你真的很有魅力的。就算……也愿意啊。难怪嫂子催你回家。不过不用怕,我已经是个十几年驾龄的驾驶员了。”
其实,小D也是一个热血男人,是一个健康的男人,做什么事情激情都很高。所以,小D极力地暗示自己不可盲动,不可浮萍顺水。认真看看眼前的的姐,浅浅地笑起来时,两只眼睛合成了两个弯弯的月牙儿。女人的漂亮么,各人有各人的特点,这特点就是她的魅力所在。眼前的的姐就是这样。
“妹子,你也很漂亮啊。”
“真的么?你也很会哄人呀。哈哈哈哈。”的姐的笑声是清朗的。她说着便伸手拧了一下小D。
“真的,真的的呀,妹子。”小D一边说着,一边抚揉着被拧疼的臀部。
“是呀,大哥,别人也是这样说的。”的姐幽幽地说着,目光望前看去。好象有着一种期望或者遗憾在记忆中。
的姐的外穿长袖T恤是白色的,不是紧身的那种,也不是宽松的那种,没有她人的胸衣毕露。显出的驼峰既不是软塌塌的,也不是硬撅撅的,适中。小D想,她很会修饰自己的呢。直直地看着,小D不仅眼馋,嘴竟也有些馋呢,禁不住咂了咂嘴。
“怎么了?刚吃过饭,还想吃东西呀?”的姐似乎看到了小D神情,猜透了小D的内心。她好象要抵挡寒冷了似的,用右手拽了拽大大的领口。
小D的眼睛还是向前望着车窗外边,但不听话的左手偷偷地伸向了的姐。的姐顿时僵直了上身,好象一个倒写的“厂”字,嘴微微地张着合不起来,连腿脚也不灵活了。车速立即慢了下来,幸亏是晚上,否则后边的车子就会追尾,或者喇叭齐鸣了。
雪铁龙走了会儿曲线,停在了路边。
“妹子,你、你、你怎么停下来了?不能停啊。”小D急急地说,手也停了下来。
“大哥,我坚持不了了,咱们找个地方吧。”的姐少气无力地回答。
“行啊,行啊,开起来,开起来,快开起来。”小D催促道。
雪铁龙又起动了,慢慢地走向路的中间。
两个人的各自一只手交叉在一起忙碌着,像两只采蜜的蜂儿。
的姐仍然僵直着上半个身子,呆板地驾驶着车辆,还不时地吸溜着嘴。小D像吱溜着醇酒,涨红着脸,慢慢地品味着,身子软软地仄歪着靠在座椅背上。
“湿了,湿了,我湿了。”的姐喃喃地说。
“吃了?我也吃了的。”小D故意地说。
……
“妹子,就到这儿吧。”雪铁龙行驶到了一个离家不远的路口,小D招呼的姐停车。
“到了?”的姐惊愕地问。“不是找地方的么?”
“改天吧,妹子。我今天有急事儿,改天吧。”小D信口雌黄地说。
的姐小心地慢慢地将车子靠在路边,长嘘一口气儿,虚弱地趴在方向盘上。“好吧,改天就改天吧。”
小D下了车,来到车子的右边,头伸进车窗:“妹子,多少钱啊?”
的姐头枕着方向盘,侧着脸看着小D,幽情地笑着:“算了,算了。”
“不行,不行。哪能就算了呢?”小D装腔作势地说。
“那,大哥,你就看着给吧。”的姐小声地说,仿佛有一种恳求在里边。望着小D的眸子流露出一种渴望的神情。
“好吧,今天带钱不多,把这零钱都给你吧。”小D将一张十元的人民币给了的姐。的姐顺手扔在了刚才小D坐过的座位上。
“妹子,再见。”
“大哥,再见。欢迎下次再坐我的车”的姐直起身子,整理一下有点儿皱乱的T恤,扬扬左手向小D告别。
望着渐渐离去的雪铁龙,小D又咂咂嘴……
July 02
中国共产党创始人之一——毛泽东
湖南湘潭韶山冲人氏
1893.12.26——1976.9.9
注:本来此帖是为了七月一日准备的,因为经常打不开网页,所以今天才发表,特此致歉。 June 27 細雨瀝淅,小D與夥計們的飯局還沒結束,因爲老婆假借女兒一再催促,只好提前告辭。
出了飯店,夜風一吹,竟會有些踉蹌,擡手一招,便帶着滿身的酒氣,登上了一輛雪鉄龍出租車,坐在了副駕駛的位置。
“老弟,你好。準備去哪裏呀?”的姐和善地問。
“走吧,往前走就是了。”小D說着,順手把夾着在胳肢窩的小皮包放在儀表盤上。
“行啊,老弟。”的姐甜甜地說。雪鉄龍平穩地輕輕地穿過稀稀疏疏的雨帘行駛在燈火通明的大馬路上。
“你喝酒了,還不少?”的姐一邊駕車一邊與小D起聊。
小D強勁睜開惺忪的眼睛,右扭臉看了一下的姐,借着車外明亮的燈光,看到一個年齡不是很大的女生,熟練地駕駛着奔馳的雪鉄龍。長得不是很漂亮,但很有特色,白白細膩的臉蛋兒,明亮聰慧的雙眼,在風裏來雨裏去的的姐中還算可以。“喝了點兒,不過不是很多。那點酒小意思了。”小D溫和地說。
“小老弟,這是準備去哪兒啊?”的姐扭臉兒抛了小D一眼,笑意很燦爛地問道。
小D有一點八零米的個子,真的虎背熊腰,壯壯實實的。長相酷似于已經去世的古月。
“回…家呀,老婆召…喚呢。”小D口齒不很利索地回答。
“她就那麽急呀?現在才九點多鈡呢,就是急也得等到半夜呀。”的姐依舊是陽光燦爛,還有一對兒淺淺的酒窩,淡淡地裝上了一些莫測高深的俚笑。
“大姐,你弟妹是個的饞貓呀,可,她是個能忍耐的饞貓。”小D酒味十足地說。
“小老弟這麽棒的身板,一定是個叱吒風雲的人物,弟妹她不能不饞啊。你說她能忍?我不信!她一定是經常心花怒放樂不思蜀吧。”的姐的話語像飄飄而去的輕風,同時她悄悄地斜睨了小D一眼。
小D真的醉了麽?沒有,雖然不很清醒,但也沒有糊塗。
“大姐,我…喝酒了,說…胡話了…麽?”小D結結巴巴地兜着圈子説話給的姐聼,不想與的姐繼續這個話題。
“兄弟,你沒說胡話,說的剛剛好。”的姐說。
“哦,我以爲我喝多了。我這個人有個毛病,喝了酒説話不着趟。”
“大哥,你説話沒有不着趟,酒也喝得剛剛好。”的姐說着扭臉看了小D。
此時的小D靠着椅背,眯着雙眼,不能看清他的表情。
“哦,妹子,那就好,那就好。”
“哈哈哈哈,你叫我妹子?你會有我大?叫我妹子?”的姐笑着説道。
“那…那…你不是叫我大哥了麽?我不…叫你妹子?”小D沒有睜開眼睛,酒氣十足地說。“告訴你吧妹子,其實你不會有我大。你是哪個屬性啊?”
“屬兔的呀。”的姐嬌嬌地說。
“哈哈哈哈,你會有我大?估計我要比你大的多。”小D這次話語利索。
“真的嗎?我是南邊發大水那年的兔。”的姐愉快地說。
“那年啊,我已經在南邊下鄉兩年了呀。是不是,我比你大十幾嵗吧?”小D沒有説謊。南邊發大水那年,小D是抱着一棵大樹從洪水漂出來的。雖然他會游泳,如果沒有那棵大樹,他也活不到今天,因爲那次大水太大了,百年不遇的洪水。
“啊呀,大哥,真看不出,英雄一條呀。真看不出还比我大一輪多呢。”的姐笑起來好看着呢,像一朵燦爛的石榴花。“看看大哥的身板,真是百裏挑一呀。真是……”的姐的口裏,甚至臉上都流露出羡慕的色彩。
說着忍不住騰出右手隔着T卹摸摸小D的胸肌,又好像不經意地捏捏小D的櫻桃一般的乳頭。
小D頓時感到一川熱流,上竄至腦門,下沖到腳跟,渾身燥熱,僵坐在那里仿佛睡着了一样。他紧闭双目,暗自他告戒自己,不可造次,这是一辆出租车,而且面对的是一个陌生的女生.
的姐看着小D仿佛麻木不仁地僵坐的样子,呵呵一笑,家常一般说:"大哥,手感不错哦,坚硬弹性,所以嫂子催着回家哟."
小D仿佛没有听见似的,依然如故,两只胳膊紧紧抱着,好象很冷的样子.
"大哥,你冷麽?”
小D搖搖頭。
“大哥,你好像那位已经不在了的电影演员呀."
"啊呀,妹子,可不能那样好象啊,我就是我呀."这次小D"醒"过来了,他赶紧纠正道.
"哈哈哈哈,大哥好象很在乎哦?"的姐一边驾车,一边话语如豆,笑声如铃.
"大哥,这么棒的肌腱,还在乎这样的好象?"一边说着,她的右手又伸向了小D的大腿,轻轻地摩挲着.小D透过薄薄的裤子感觉到了她的手是那样温暖,似乎也很柔软.
"妹子,我很瓤,求你不要赞美我了。"
“哈哈哈哈。”的姐只是笑,她的手並沒有收回去,摩挲的幅度也大了些。她的駕朮還算可以,車子照樣往前行駛着,而且很正常地穿梭在瀝淅的小雨中。突然,小D感到敏感的穴位被觸及了,有了一種天要塌下來的感覺蓋頭。他下意識快速地將她的右手擋開了。
“哈哈哈哈……”的姐快活地笑着,顯得開心極了,臉上佈滿了豐收的景色。
“妹子。結婚了麽?”
“結婚?幹嗎要結婚?”的姐反問道。
“這?我也不知道,反正人都是要結婚的,所以……”
“所以,你就結婚了,是麽?如果不結婚,你不就可以不用這麽急急忙忙往家趕了麽?什麽時候玩得盡了興再回家不更好嗎?”
“……”小D無語,已經睜開了的雙目徑直地望着車窗的前方,搖搖頭。
(未完待續) May 23
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命運不濟!前些時SPACES不能登陸,好不容易挨到能夠登陸,機器又病魔纏身。真是“禍不單行”啊。
真不好意思,不知那位朋友,不打招呼,就進來將我的註冊表給篡改了,機器不能打開,所以這麽幾天沒法子上來。昨晚上,咬牙將系統給重做了,今天才能上來,看一看大家,聊一聊自己。那些個朋友真不夠意思。 | May 14
今天(5月11日)陰雨連綿,陪着朋友一家去看房子。弄得衣服溼鞋子泥,一副狼狽相。
與朋友一起去看望的是一套三室一厛的房子,每月的租金是500元,房東看在我的面子會減少50元。這套房子,距離菜市場較遠,沒有天然氣,當然更沒有暖氣,空房徒壁。
好好的爲什麽要租房子住?原來是他們的孩子今年大學畢業,回來了,而且還帶來了個外地姑娘做媳婦。他們的那個一室一厛的房子本來就無法應付,如今更是雪上加霜。原來孩子小,三個人還同居一室,漸漸孩子長大便有一人睡沙發。後來上了大學,回家時,也是沙發對胡。如今,又多了一個,便無計可施,只好外租房子。
我那朋友如今已是50嵗的人了,妻子兩人下崗,臨時外出打工,所有收入剛剛夠上吃飯。下崗前,他們一個月薪加上另一個的月薪也只有幾百塊而已。說真的,連他們的孩子上大學,都是朋友的父母哥哥姐姐們資助的。
看着朋友兩口那銀灰色的“青絲”,看着他們那土蒼蒼的臉龐,我的心裏一陣陣的發酸。辛辛苦苦忠心耿耿地工作了將近大半輩子,除了僅夠吃穿外,根本沒有多餘的儲金。好不容易將孩子拉扯大,到頭來竟要外租房子打發後半生……爲什麽一輩子為企業靠企業的人們會是這樣的結果?難道是他們不遵紀守法?對企業不忠誠?答案是:否!心誠石頭都可以開出花來,爲什麽他們得到的還是貧窮?甚至落腳的地方就快沒有了?
| May 13

我們是昨天上午10點56分左右通過拱北海関進入珠海的。在珠海稍作休息,便乘車到廣州改乘火車回家。下午18點03分乘T90臥鋪返回。
一夜的火車后,今天上午11時左右回到了家。
今天天氣不錯,晴空萬里。
澳門的林導遊說,澳門的福利不錯。我們不了解實際情況,當然以爲那是真的,人家沒必要欺騙我們。但是,我們3月31日那天上午,到媽祖廟參觀時,看到了幾位老媽媽在那裏討錢。又不知如何解釋?在香港就沒有見到這些現象。香港年紀很大的老伯伯老媽媽會在景點兜售上貢拜拜用的香火,比如在黃大仙廟的周圍,這樣的事情很多。再譬如,香港廟街天后廟前的廣場上,清掃地面的老媽媽也是白髮蒼蒼,清癯嶙峋,步履蹣跚,儘管別人告訴我她有每月5000港幣的收入。
無論在香港或者在澳門,人們奮鬥的目標很清楚,那就是盡可能地掙錢。所以,爲了掙錢大家都兢兢業業地工作,甚至到了一絲不苟的地步。譬如說,香港的導遊鬍子蔡,忍着手術后還未完全痊愈的傷痛,給我們講解。要他坐下講,他說公司規定不可違反,否則就要扣工資或者……。再譬如說。澳門的導遊林女士,她爲了能夠有豐富的報酬,用盡了軟硬的策略,說了好幾汽車的順耳逆耳的話,讓大家使勁地購物,很有幹勁兒。有一點,香港的導遊也好,澳門的導遊也好,他們都把當地描繪得陽光明媚,鮮花燦爛,山清水秀,人傑地靈。
香港澳門的物價普遍比内地的高,住房狹窄而且緊張。就我們内地的勞動收入,支持不起在那裏的消費,雖然在澳門會好得多。
香港澳門的人們,給人的印象似乎是自己只管自己事,所有的都是靠自己努力得來,從來不會留意他人如何。 May 07

原来,我们桌子左边那四个小伙和姑娘喝干餐毕,把剩菜的盘子扣在了桌子面上,把几个酒瓶摔得稀碎,摇摇晃晃地要离去。那菜汤从光滑的桌面上小溪一般地流下,那碎瓶碴在日光灯下发出耀眼的寒光。摇摇晃晃、摇摇晃晃,“咕咚”的一声,那大鬓角、长头发、小胡子、大黄板牙的小伙子栽倒了。顿时,一股大红色的鲜血从他那漂亮的脸蛋儿上涌了出来。哦,是瓶碴扎破了脸。那姑娘吓得躲在了她情人的身后,哆哆嗦嗦地掏出洁白的手绢递给情人,他是怔怔的,不知所措。那个有自然卷发、小小眼睛、穿着崭新的的确良军裤、白衬衫、白边布鞋的小伙子从她情人手中夺过那洁白的手绢,替那受伤者擦拭伤口。霎时,洁白的手绢染成了赤色。他将他颤颤地扶起。被扶起者虽面带血伤,但嘴里还嚷着他自己有水平,并未喝醉。……他们一行五人相互搀扶着向门口挪去。
面馆里仍回荡着电子合成器伴奏的邓丽君小姐醉人的歌声:“……我并没有醉,我只是心儿碎……”。这么贴切?“这准是我那助手搞得鬼!”我愤愤地自忖道,臭丫头,她这是什么意思?
他们一行五人离去了,我收回随送的目光,,恰与我们桌子右边的桌子的右边的那位着一身深灰色的确良的、四十岁左右的男人目光相遇。他对我意味深长地摇摇头,忿忿地说:“哼哼,这类事儿在香港倒是屡见不鲜,小事一桩。但在我们大陆出现真是让人忧心啊,尤其是出现在内地郑州!嗨!这算什么?”
不等我答话,我们之间桌子的那三个衣着普通的、啜酒的青年小伙中间那个爱表现自己且精瘦稍矮的小伙子接口道:“呵呵呵呵,这有什么稀罕?香港也是中国的一部分!在香港是常事儿,在大陆也可以是常事儿;在沿海是常事儿,在郑州也可以是常事儿。那么,看来你是去过香港的,是吗?”那小伙子的两腮两眼都是血红的了。他说话时有些激动的成分,而且瞧着四十岁左右的中年男人是一身外地人打扮,还流露有些轻蔑的神色。
那男子一身土里土气的打扮,委实有些猥琐可憎呢。说实在的,我也差不了多少。只有他那发型像个见过世面的人。他的尖刻黑红的脸也表露出了他是饱经风霜、历尽沧桑的,还深谙人情厚薄、世态炎凉。
那男子听到问话,两只大而难看的眼睛霎时发出快活的光彩。像是对那小伙,也是对我和朋友。他说:“我是俺地区百货公司的采购员。自从实行了权力下放,企业自主,经济独立核算,我已经香港几度了。在香港最长我呆了五个月。”听得出,他的口吻中,有些炫耀呢。
“你真的去过香港?”那三个小伙子顿时都高兴起来了。一个个像鸭子似的伸长了脖子向刚才还鄙视的男人。
“是嘞!”那中年男人不卑不亢,老实坦白地回答。
“香港好吗?”其中离男人不远坐的小伙子问道。
一阵轻快的电子合成器伴奏着邓丽君小姐那肉麻醉人的歌声:
“夜幕低垂,红灯绿灯霓虹多耀眼;那钟楼轻轻回响,迎接好夜晚;避风塘多风光,点点渔火叫人陶醉。
在这美丽夜晚,那相爱人儿伴成双。他们拍拖手拉手情话说不完,卿卿我我情意绵绵,写下一首爱的诗篇。
HONG KONG,HONG KONG,和你在一起,HONG KONG,HONG KONG,我爱这个美丽晚上,有你在我身旁……”
哦,是曲调明快轻声曼气的《香港之夜》。是描写柳绿花红、纸醉金迷、充满了欺诈和“黑白”难分的香港的《香港之夜》。真该死,我的团支部副书记!该死的女招待!我心里愤愤地骂道。
(未完待续) May 06

“你吃呀!发什么呆啊?”朋友催促着,“一会儿都凉了,更难吃了。”
“我饱得很,你把它全吃了吧。”我低声喃喃地说。
“什么我把它全吃了?我吃得了吗?蠢货!”是我朋友,他也像那女服务员在喝斥我。我眼前又浮现出那妖冶浓艳的女服务员卑鄙的耻笑。
“那,那怎么办?我不要你买这么多,你偏要买,我是吃不了的。”我讨饶。我端起海碗,要倒出一部分给他。“这是什么烩面?简直连农村的宽面条都不如!哪里会值五毛二分钱?什么配料都没有。”我气咻咻地说,但声调并不高。因为我历来是不曾用过高嗓门的,要不怎么会在组织部办公厅的姑娘们中间流传着“小假妮儿”的绰号呢。
“你发什么牢骚?你真是贵人眼高健忘事。”我的朋友讽刺地说:“你道那女服务员是谁?”
“是谁?”我连忙问。是问朋友也是问自己。是谁呢?在我的印象或记忆中,并不曾有过那血红的嘴唇。
“谁?你的得力助手。咱们高中时的团支部副书记!”这次是我的朋友,他不仅有鄙夷的表情,而且还有她不曾有的奇怪的嘲讽的语调。
“是她?”我自言自语。霎时,一个天真活泼、烂漫温柔的女孩儿形象从遥远的记忆深处姗姗而来。她,我的助手!那时我在学校共青团委员会任副书记,分抓组织工作,还在班上兼任团支部书记。但班级的主要工作还是由她主抓。苗条的身段,穿着一件的确良军上装,穿着一件姐姐从部队捎来的湖蓝色的确良裙子。红红的娃娃脸,有翘着的鼻子,浓浓的眉毛,眉宇间布满着文静,一双不太大的眼睛总是透出一级的聪明,薄薄的小嘴唇散发着少女浓浓的青春气息,倒也具有几分的现代少女的美,尽管并不绝顶。
“哦,是她!是她,我的助手,实际上的团支部书记!怪不得刚才我离开柜台时,她有些怔怔的。原来如此啊!如今可真的是天地翻覆呀,三日不见真要刮目相看喽。”我感叹地说给朋友。
真是时光荏苒、天地沧桑呵!我们离开学校总共才十年,流去的十年让大家变化太大了。时光竟把她从我的记忆中夺取了呢。真的,还有一点点过去的影子留给了现在的女服务员:那和蔼的待人,苗条匀称的身段,薄薄的嘴唇,翘起的小鼻子,还有那一双动人的秀眼儿。她现在还有白白的略长些儿的脸儿,丰满润腴的肌肤,刺鼻的浓香,描黑的眉抹红的口,还有曲卷的红黄相间的头发,短小透明箔般的衣裙,以及她那眉宇间的轻佻。过去的她,现在的她,她们是一个人吗?“她哪里去了呢?”
“你管她哪里去了!吃你的饭吧!”我的朋友口利语快地说。我蓦地从记忆中回来。原来我思想时,已经自言自语地出了声。顿时,我窘得满脸通红,自觉脸颊发烧。
我把我海碗中的烩面拨出了一部分给了他,只剩了少许。我机械地吃着,根本不知道烩面是什么滋味。是啊,我们接近高中毕业时,团市委把我抽出去进行委培*了。在高校读了四年大学,在省委党校又学习了两年政治理论,六年拿了两个毕业证。学了不少马列主义理论,读了不少毛泽东等伟人的著作,也掌握了黑格尔等人的学说。最后,我以一个高材生的资格分往了省委组织部办公厅,现已经做了四年的秘书了。十七岁的我也已经二十七岁了。这么多年过去了,老同学的去向归宿我全然不知。她的家庭是有些背景的呀。她怎么会来到这里呢?她又怎么如此打扮呢?
……
“哗啦啦,砰叭!”
我和朋友不约而同地大一激灵,脸同时转向那声响的地方,似乎象战士听到了向左转的口令一样。
你道如何?
(未完待续) May 05

今天是,天氣晴朗。
澳門給人的印象很好,與香港相比,澳門古樸清潔鮮豔,更富有詩情畫意,更像一座很大的富裕的農莊,很是有一派田園風光。澳門基本上沒有鑽天的高樓大廈,也沒有起伏連綿的立體交通道路,與香港相比沒有令人窒息的感覺,顯得寬闊明快,令人輕鬆舒暢,很適宜人們居住。
澳門的林導遊告訴我們,澳門人非常歡迎回歸。導遊說,外國統治者滾蛋了,留下了社會福利制度。導遊說,澳門的社會福利是很好的,譬如孩子上學,病人住院等等都是免費的,而且終身制。當然,如果誰犯了罪,比如偷竊就會被終身取消這些福利的。導遊說,在澳門做小生意是不用納稅的,也沒有工商管理費之類的,辦個營業執照就可以開張了。導遊說,澳門的福利費用來自澳門的幾位經濟大亨們的納稅,如馬万祺等老先生家納的稅,何厚鏵家納的稅等。導遊說,澳門的食品蔬菜大多是從珠海進來的。
澳門的道路與香港一樣的地方是狹窄起伏,岔道多,單行綫多。大多的道路並排能通過兩輛大巴,而且一邊允許停車。但駕車的司機們很是自覺,依規行駛,主動禮讓,不曾有塞車堵道的現象。我特別留心了一個三岔路口的交通情況有半個小時,那裏沒有警察維持秩序,但凡是從岔道駛往直行綫的車輛,不管是大巴中巴小巴,甚至是摩托車,統統都會停下來觀察道路情況,禮讓直行車輛,無一例外。不像我們内地,高速道路堵車,連市内的道路也是車如蠕蟲,甚至搶道僵持十字路口。
許多道路基本上是水泥路面或者石頭路面。尤其是大三巴牌坊周圍的道路基本上是石塊砌成的,道路雖然很窄,而且坡度較大,但是乾淨整潔。在這裡見到了一個交通警察。澳門道路上的車輛行駛與香港一樣,速度很快,包括摩托車。這裡的車輛大多是小排氣量的日本車,摩托車也是。
與香港一樣的是,澳門的車輛是沒有那麽多費用的,比如説養路費,過橋過路費,停車費,車船使用稅等等。除了汽油費用外。香港的車輛只繳過海隧道的費用。
April 22

男孩和女孩是一对男女朋友。男孩很英俊,可也像他身上的服饰,随风飘荡。女孩很漂亮,很清纯,就像她穿的衣服,洁白无瑕。女孩言语珍贵,爱笑而无声。自从她和男孩交往后,她的笑少了很多,喜欢了上一个人沉思,尤其是在雨天,时常会在莽莽的雨丝中徜徉,别人以为她喜欢淋雨。
每当女孩跑出去伞外踱步雨幕中时,男孩也要陪着她一起淋雨, 但每次都被女孩给阻止了。男孩总是会问:"为什么不让我陪你一起淋雨呢?" 女孩总回答说:"因为我怕你会生病!" 男孩也会反问她:"那你为什么要去淋雨呢?" 但女孩总是笑而不答。结果往往是男孩拗不过女孩而看着丝丝细雨将她的头发衣服乃至全身淋湿。男孩看到女孩开心也就觉得女孩儿很喜欢淋雨,因此也很快乐。
美丽的鲜花总是不会生命长久的,快乐的筵席终究也要离散天涯。有一天当男孩和女孩吃饭的时候,男孩提出了分手的要求,他说他喜欢上了另一个女孩,喜欢她的程度更胜于喜欢她。女孩无言,只是点点头默默地接受了。她知道这男孩像阵风,因为风是不会为了任何人而停留的。
那天晚上,男孩最后一次送女孩回家。 在女孩家楼下,男孩吻了女孩第一次也是最后一次。男孩说:"真抱歉,辜负了你!但是陪你在一起淋雨是我永远难忘的最快乐的时光!" 女孩听完便抽泣了起来,男孩拥着她,替她擦着眼泪。许久以后, 男孩跟女孩说:"有一个问题我想问你已经很久了,希望你能告诉我。”
女孩点头同意。
“想问,为什么每一次你在淋雨时都不让我陪呢?" 片刻之后女孩缓缓地说:"因为我不想让你发现……我在哭泣!"
那天晚上,天又下起了雨…… April 18

今天(3月31日)早上不到6點半鐘,隨團導遊就通知大家起床,今天轉道澳門。
乘車前往碼頭的路上,香港的曾導遊向我們推銷了紀念品:鍍金紫荊花。100元人民幣一台,我用了700元,
買了七個,回去送給孩子們作紀念。
早上7點來鈡我們已經乘專車到了過澳的碼頭。在碼頭的快餐厛,一個雞蛋,一份米粉,還有一杯豆漿解決了早餐問題。
匆匆吃過早飯,我們一行16人驗關后,登上開往澳門的快船,西南方向行走了40來分鐘,到達澳門外港客運碼頭。其間的海面上,我們的手機可以和内地通話,使用的是國内的網絡,而不是國際長途。我往内地發了幾條短信,而且還通了一次話。
再次驗關后,我們進入澳門。
澳門接團的林導遊女士率領我們,乘車來到了大三巴牌坊參觀,接着參觀了澳門博物館及那裏的大砲臺,並留影紀念。
我們乘車去往盛世蓮花座落処,旅遊活動中心旁邊的廣場。這個盛世蓮花是1999年澳門回歸時中央政府贈與的,是澳門的標誌。
中午飯是在一家酒店吃的,自助餐。比在香港的伙食好,尤其是那裏的珍珠奶茶,飲后令人無比懷念。
午飯后,導遊又引領我們去了兩個商店,要我們購物。大家基本上沒有買什麽。
下午,我們在澳籍導遊的帶領下經氹仔去了路環的黑沙灣,路上經過中國人民解放軍駐澳部隊的營地。到了黑沙灣,我們瀏覽了黑沙海灘的風光秀貌 。導遊告訴我們,面對大海,右手一面的岸邊有一溜白色的小洋樓,那是曾志偉等港星的別墅。
晚上,我們去了葡京娛樂場,在那裏參觀了體育館式的賭場,那裏的人真的很多,男女老少皆有,當地的,外地的,形形色色。那裏場面也很大,臺面有幾拾張。各種各樣的博賭方式,有押大小的,有什麽拍拍機,還有……總之我也不能說全。
晚上7點多鈡,我們幾人回到了下榻地東望洋大酒店。爾後,幾人逛游了下午曾經漫遊的荷蘭園大馬路,在岔道的一條街上,他們購買了一些物品。大約晚上10多鈡返回酒店。
我們下榻的東望洋酒店,是一個三星級酒店。
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April 09 
今天(3月30日)香港的天氣主要是晴。
今天是自由活動,也是在香港的最后一天。我們的導遊說,香港的市場一般是上午11時左右開張。所以,我們在上午9點多鈡,離開青衣,每人花了3元港幣乘小巴前往葵芳,準備乘坐地鐵出遊。
花了9港幣,由葵芳乘地鐵到了尖沙咀。
我們漫步了維多利亞港北岸的“星光大道”,這是香港藝員的活動場所。在這裡的地面水泥板上,我們看到了成龍、周潤發、李連傑、張柏芝、張曼玉等藝員的簽名,甚至還有手印。還在李小龍的塑像前留了影。隨後,我們離開了鐘樓,轉入彌敦道。
彌敦道是一條南北走向,貫穿九龍半島的大道。
在這彌敦道上,我們路過了油尖旺區警察總部,見到了4對兒男女軍裝警察,和沒拉警笛的一輛警車以及鳴着警笛的一輛警車。這是我們來到香港3天來見到的警察情況。整個彌敦道上,車水馬龍,商店林立,人們熙來攘往,摩肩接踵,但兩邊樹木疏落,衛生一般。彌敦道給人的印象是有些閲歷豐富飽經滄桑,像一位蒼蒼的老人,顔面上刻有深深的歲月烙印。
中午,在彌敦道右手的一條街上,我們9人走進了一家小餐館,在那裏每人用了18元港幣吃了一碗麵條。我的麵條是用米粉做的,粗粗的。配菜是包菜幫子,幾條肉絲,幾柄青菜葉,還有醬油水和鹹鹽。
吃過午飯,我們重又轉上彌敦道,一直往北走。路上大家零零碎碎地買了些小東西。來到了廟街,又到了女人街。這是諸多個小商品市場中的兩個。這些個市場主要是飾品、包箱和服裝市場,就像鄭州原來的敦睦路服裝市場和黃河路服裝市場一樣。這裡通道狹窄,兩個人同時通過還要側身,按内地要求,這裡是沒有消防通道的,而且也沒有配備滅火器。當然,這裡的小商品質量是不敢恭維的。市場裏,人流如潮,人聲鼎沸,攢動的人頭充滿了各個角落。黃皮膚的,白皮膚的,黑皮膚的,棕皮膚的,哪裏的人都有,整個一個語言大鍋燴。當然,這裡還是内地遊客多些。
晚上,準確地說應該是天剛擦黑,彌敦道上燈火燦爛,蝸居的人們湧向街頭,開始了購物或者散步或……。白天還算寬敞的道路,現在就顯得擁擠了,走路時需要側身讓人,否則就會發生踫撞的。好像這就應該是香港夜生活的一個場面。
晚上8點鈡左右,我們用了7.5港幣,從油痲地地鐵站乘地鐵回到了葵芳。到了葵芳以後不知道去青衣的乘車地點。我詢問了停在路邊的警車上的警察,他指給了我們乘車地點。這輛警車只有他一個人。這是我們見的第9個警察,第3輛警車。
夜裏9點來鈡,我們搭88G小巴回到了下榻地。
廟街,是我看電視劇知道的地方,所以希望看一看,轉一轉。
廟街有一座天后古祠,相依的還有城隍廟,觀音樓社墰以及書院。這裡,香火鼎盛,青煙繚繞,金碧輝煌。門前是一個足球場大的休閒廣場。廣場上種植着數十棵年代久遠的榕樹。大樹下有水泥做成長椅。四周還種植着灌木植物。這裡來的人們,有一個人閑坐養神的,有聊天的,由下象棋的,有打撲克的,也有吸毒的人。老人多,年輕人少。有一點像鄭州的大石橋金水河畔。
這裡衛生條件不是很好,但絕對沒有痰跡和碎紙屑,也沒有煙頭。在香港,隨地吐痰是要罰金1000元以上的港幣的,在不能吸煙的地方吸煙要罰金600元以上港幣的。這里裡所有的東西都顯得破舊,好像我們内地沒有改造過的小城區。包括公共衛生間也是。不過到公共衛生間,不用自備衛生紙,方便后可以用自來水洗洗手。衛生間隔間的擋板上,卻是妙筆生花文采飛揚,好像一本百科全書。感情香港也有廁所文化呀。
在廣場上,我和一位老先生交談了很長時間,讓我對香港的老百姓有了一點點了解。老人告訴我,廟街這裡的社會治安情況,並不像電視劇裏所描寫的那樣,其實很好的,經常見不到警察,只有聯係他們才會有警察來到。老人告訴我,廟街這裡大多數居民是低收入的一般市民,他們的住房都是政府供給的。這裡的物價,相對淺水灣等地還是便宜的。老人說,如果自己來港可以住在這一帶,花100港幣就可以住一天的。老人說,他的退休工資為每月2700元港幣,當然這是為政府做事才有的。老人家年過60嵗,政府還每月補貼800元港幣。老人家說,他們用水每月定量為每人3噸,超出部分由自己掏錢。用電是要自己掏錢的,而且較貴。老人希望,條件允許的話,有朝一日能夠回到内地看一看,轉一轉。我注意到,老人家讓我抽煙時,他的香煙是良友牌進口煙。我想,這在香港可能是比較廉價的香煙了。
April 07
今天(3月29日)是個晴天。
我們一行16人早上8點來鈡,來到蘭桂坊旁邊的餐館吃了早茶。食物還令人滿意,大米粥,叉燒包,饅頭,榨菜絲,乾淨衛生量足。
早茶后,我們被新的導遊領導着,直接進了購物程序。首先是凱旋珠寶店,據説也是李嘉誠的,在此點大家購買了8000多元港幣的首飾。由珠寶店出來,又被領進卓悅百貨公司購物。這個點兒,大家很少買東西,大概花掉港幣5000元左右。接着又去了謝瑞麟珠寶公司,這裡仍然是金銀珠寶首飾,大家花去港幣1000元左右。
中午飯質量比昨天好些,仍是7菜1湯。其中有一條糖醋魚,麻婆豆腐,燒白菜,豬蹄,臘肉,榨菜,白蘿蔔燉肉和一份榨菜肉絲紫菜湯。大米飯是充足的。
中午飯後,我們急急忙忙趕到位于九龍的嗇色園黃大仙祠一游。照相、燒香,許願一系列活動后,就趕往了海洋公園,參觀了鯊魚舘和海洋魚類舘,乘坐了摩天輪,乘坐了极速飛車。
晚上7點來鈡,一起觀看了泰國的人妖表演。結束后,來到了維多利亞港,乘船游賞了此地的夜景,並進行了拍照。
晚飯是在9點以後吃的,是昨天中午就餐的地方,質量仍是令人遺憾。
夜飯後,我們下榻在與盛逸酒店相鄰的另外一閒名叫華逸的酒店,導遊介紹說,它仍然是李嘉誠的財產。坐落在新界的叫青衣的地方,離碼頭很近。
今天的香港導遊換為一個叫蔡的男性導遊,他長得很像演員林子祥。大家叫他鬍子蔡,因爲他有很重的絡腮胡。這個傢伙很能說,也很幽默,是個不錯的導遊。據説是他們公司的柱子之一。他的家住在半山(是個富人居住地),他的父親是個企業老闆,很有錢。他有一個兄弟。他說,他的囯語講得好,是得益于他的父親。他的父親很中國化,要求自己的子女必須使用囯語。他老人家說,大家是中國人必須學好囯語,掌握囯語,所以打小他們家裏就是囯語為“官方語言”,包括生活習俗都是“國產化”的。
香港人比較相信神靈,比較相信命運和風水,比較崇拜黃大仙。做事蓋房子都要拜拜,祈求仙人保佑。
接觸的香港人,面部神經比較緊綳,講話倍兒直,沉着冷靜。
香港的老百姓認爲“九七”以後生活水準有些下降,這是因爲英國在將香港交給中國時,已經將大量的資金抽走,包括美國等西方國家的資金。二是原來好多企業由於大陸市場的開放,勞動力的豐富,原材料投入可以降低,將好多工廠搬遷至大陸。目前,失業率為3%。他們感謝朱鎔基總理,是他簡化了過關手續,讓内地的同胞可以方便地來往港澳,進行相互交流,給港澳人民帶來了不小的財富,人們的生活一如既往,馬照跑舞照跳,使英美西方國家的那些不友好的人們大失所望。
人妖真的很漂亮,很像女孩,如果不講話,真會以爲他們是女生。可能知道他們是男扮女裝,儘管他們的命運悲慘,但感情上並不能接受,很憎惡他們。
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